right, im pretty much alone and shcoked right now.
lastnight seems like a vivid memory replaying over and over in my head, just wishing i could pinch myself out of it. Have you ever felt like someone just picked you up and dropped you on the ground.. thats i alittle bit how i felt last night, but i didnt let it break me. no way could I let my dignity slip away like that.
I actually dont know the meaning of friendship now, its too hazy and complicated for me to understand.
this feeling of numb does get frustrating after a while but i have to stick it out.
Knowing me I wont even complain when it comes to time, I will just but on a brave face
and smile, hoping the inside wont bubble over at the wrong time.
Now i get it.
life isnt about cheesey happieness,
sometimes it just stings
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